Kenny is a guy who I fell for initially, he’s the reason I’m at this point. Kenny lives in another country (a theme that will be repeated). We’ve spent hours upon hours together talking. He’s the first one I came out to (primarily because I had the hots for him). He was extremely supportive and was/is a super guy. He’s 31 and definitely a Chris typecast.
Early this summer I made the mistake of telling him about this blog. I did it almost accidently on a chat session. He flipped out and demanded I remove all postings referring to him. I said no. He’s core to my story. I’m thinking what’s the big deal. A month later he popped up again demanding I remove the postings. I said no again. He promptly signs off. Needless to say we haven’t spoken since April.
So I see Kenny at some event. We don’t talk and even avoid each other. But it’s enough to re-stir some emotions in me. I send him an email, offering a truce. No response. He’s leaving to return to his home country. I text him a peace offering. No response. Guess I have my answer, huh?
Only 2 other people outside Kenny know about this blog, Peter (who doesn’t care) and Eduardo (who I haven’t spoken with in 6 months).
So I turn to you my readers, what do you think I should do? Take the poll to the right and tell me. Your answer is likely going to be better than mine.
No more voting. Results are in: 72.7% of you thought I’d burned a bridge with poor Kenny and should just move on. The rest of you thought I should “find something else to amuse myself with”. Gee thanks, I thought I was already doing that.