I've been writing this blog for almost two years covering a common topic, married guy turns out to be gay and what happens next. At the time there were few Internet sites talking about gay guys who are married and with kids. So I wanted to help myself and help others by keeping this daily journal of my life.
While I'm not fully out, I'm comfortable with myself but as Brian, my previous therapist had said, you'll always be coming out to somebody forever. I've been lucky in most regards, avoiding many pitfalls, my curiosity helped me figure out the gay scene (if that is indeed possible) and I managed to find a loving boyfriend that despite rough patches, continues to hold on to me (primarily with his sharp little claws).
In a nutshell, I guess I've arrived. Yes, I will have to deal with other family members, friends and work associates, but that's mere tactics on an ongoing basis. But I'm not cowering in a corner concerning about my sexuality or who knows and how I will deal with it.
With that in mind, I'm gonna pull back from trying to post every day and when I do post it will be on topic, "My Journey Out". I don't wanna talk about other topics, gay rights, my secret brownie recipe (yes I did inhale), postings of hot boys (I know guilty), lurid stories of sexual intrigue (OK – I said I was guilty. give it a rest).
Enjoy your holidays, I'll be back when I've f*cked up something else (likely won't be long).