My Trip Out

Gay married man coming out story

Sorry, it’s that time of the month (again)

People often ask me how I’m dealing with all these moving parts in my life. I don’t see it as that complicated. But re-reading my posts from the last couple of days, I’m clearly in a bad mood.

Yesterday, I practically ripped TC a new one in my posting. I was just gonna dump him. Luckily, I didn’t talk to him. I need to settle down. Take it easy. He’s doing his thing. It will all work out. An if it doesn’t, the clock will keep on ticking. I guess I’m stressed out and just don’t realize it.

Stress comes in layers. It’s never a single thing that pushes you over the edge. It’s a whole bunch of little things that just add up to one big cluster f*ck. I’ve got my family situation, trying to find a place & move, logistics of traveling in Europe and the Euro team has “discovered” and calling/writing. In the midst of this I’m balancing some yet to be defined love relationship plus a whole bunch of new London contacts I’m trying to develop as social friends. AND LET’S NOT forget my Italian stallion who I’ve got on my easy “7-steps to being gay” program. I’ll see that stud in 2 weeks in Milan. Here kitty kitty kitty. OK – so some things about me never change 🙂

Pushing all the buttons at the same time is colorful but there are consequences. Time to take a chill pill. So I apologize for my rantings.

1 Comment

  1. Rant away. hope you are still going to therapy

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