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Sick and tired

Last couple of days I’ve been sick, barely functioning at meetings, not helping is trying to keep up with TC.

Early in the evening, hot shower, I climbed into my hotel bed. I decided I just need to bare all with Chris. My fear I would get emotionally interconnected with him, only to have him disappear. Looking back at my previous posts, I’ve always the fear Chris would disappear. But yet he hasn’t.

So there in my warm bed, I bared my concerns about is. I used the love word for the first time, that I might clearly fall for him and that I was well on the path. I think I got a little teary eyed.

He likes this emotional side of me. He said we should enjoy now and see what we build in the next month or so. No need to rush. Anything can happen. But he never says what he’s thinking or feeling.

Later that night, after dinner, I’m dozing in bed. Chris slips in, naked, brown and toasty. I feel his presence for some odd reason. The warmth of us together was all the communication we needed. Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile

3 Comments

  1. Chris,
    It becomes more and more evident that you are completely smitten….dare I say “in love” with TC. From all you write it is also evident that he may or may not be able to reciprocate. He’s giving you as much as he is able.
    You’re a big boy, but even big boys get broken hearts. I hope for you that this will go on and on.
    Life, who’d of thunk.
    Mark

  2. I really like you Chris. You are so “human.”
    love,
    anginae

  3. Hope you are feeling better. Go with the flow and enjoy what is now.

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